What the Truth is Worth
Nothing, maybe everything.
For sure the truth is painful, heart wrenching, maybe liberating but at what cost?
I wish I had an answer. I wish I knew the value. I wish I did not have to think about this.
This is what I know, truth is painful. What I gained from the truth is
watching pain scroll across the face of a the one person I never wanted to feel even I micro-fraction of my pain. Am I to feel better because what I harbor is no longer alone in a dark dock? I don’t. Sharing the truth is a monster that attacks those you love and you are the one who released it.
So I feel like shit and all I can say is I am sorry in every way. I wish I can take it back and keep the sadness that was in your eyes in my heart. I was living with it already, I learned how.